Thursday, July 13, 2006

2 tahun sudah...

2 tahun sudah ayah meninggalkan kami sekeluarga. sudah banyak yang kulalui semenjak kepergiannya. entah ada hubungannya atau tidak, diluar jadwal rutinku, hari ini aku akan kembali ke depok untuk mencoba peruntunganku di tangerang keesokan harinya. mudah2an usahaku esok mendatangkan keberkahan baik bagi diriku maupun keluargaku. dengan begitu aku kembali bisa menyusun rencana2 yang sebelumnya pernah ada namun terhambat sampai sekarang. FIGHTING!!!

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

If You're Not The One (Daniel Beddingfield)

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings, but I know you are here with me now.
We'll make it through, and I hope you are the one I share my life with.

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand.
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away, but I know that this much is true.
We'll make it through, and I hope you are the one I share my life with.
And I wish that you could be the one I die with.
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with.
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand.
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away.
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today.
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right.
And though I can't be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side.

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand.
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?